The Rink @ Jcube

Thankful that the boy gave me a morning call @ 10am or else, I'll be late meeting the girls for ice skating. It's a long journey for me to travel to the west because I stay in the east area! :(

I met my cheerful batchie, Charlotte over at kembangan train station and went to jurong east together. Headed to get something to eat before we met Yingjie and sister.

Ice skate from 12.45pm till 2.45pm! TIRED TO THE MAX! After skating, Zion came and join us for lunch. Yingjie and sister left to Jb while Charlotte, Zion and I went to walk around and bought Koi!

We went out own way after that. I headed to town alone and got myself 2dressss from Ohsofickle and 1 jeans from forever21.


Pay just came out and I'm already spending money! I got reminded that I need to save money as well! :)

I'll update more often!

OSAKA BANANA

Hello readers, sorry to keep all of you waiting for this new post. I have been busy with work that I didn't have much time to upload pictures into my laptop and sit down in front of my laptop to think and type a post.

The morning that I left to Osaka. Taken when I was waiting for the taxi uncle to pick me up.

Anyway, work is really crazy and is draining my money in my bank :( I was activated to fly to Osaka on 13May which I said in the previous post. So I flew over with my awesome sister, Kayjay! We shared a room as well.

(my current fav picture <3)

Kayjay & I

During flight, we took turn to take power nap secretly! Thank you to the girls who look after the cabin while I was resting away. I was really dread tired because my night was disturb and I couldn't sleep well. During flight, we were discussing whether to go out or to just sleep. In the end, we decided to go out to shop and have dinner. But the 763 crews wasted so much time to prepare :(

 From right to left: 

Kenny, Kayjay, myself, Jarius & Jaslyn

Had dinner at the food court instead of the restaurant because it was all FULL HOUSE :( But the food court food was great as well and expensiveeee :( Kayjay and I didn't get to go to the big Daiso! WASTED! We only managed to shop at the supermarket and then left. Headed back to hotel and sleep!

Next morning, Kayjay and I spent our time at the airport and headed back to rest before reporting for work.

This Osaka was enjoyable because I have kayjay with me. Without her, I'll probably stay in the room and rot my day off. 

18May Osaka with Patrica! <3

 I wasn't in my best condition to do flight but I still went. My eyes were very swollen, red and uncomfortable. :(

Honestly, I wasn't looking forward to this Osaka trip because I didn't have the motivation to work. The boy kept me accompanied on the boy till late night. I managed to catch some rest before work. Pick up with Berry who happen to stay near me. She's such an adorable girl.

 Berry & I

(taken at the BBQ restaurant)

It wasn't easy for me to work due to my eyes. I have to avoid as much eye contact with passengers at all times. Thankful that it wasn't really busy flight and everything went smooth till we landed in Osaka. First thing was to check-in hotel and I got myself a room. The crews and pilots planned to meet in half an hour time so I headed to room and have a quick shower and off to meet the people at lobby! 

Train-ed to supermarket and off to dinner! Dinner was so-so only. The pork wasn't as awesome as the previous visit! :( Kinda disappointing. Anyway, we had red wines and beer. Captain was highhhh ~ haha. Kinda funny.

Train-ed back to hotel and I left the group first because I was rushing back to my room to check my phone for his messages :D I thought I missed it but actually I didn't! I was so glad that I was able to talk to you. After the long video call, I headed over to junior's room and here we start the second rounddd ~ My sleepy eyes were killing me and Patricia didn't want to let us off like this. I managed to escape after the 4th bottle of whisky! Headed back and really fall asleeepp.

Woke up at 7plus, Osaka time, to chat with him and supposed to meet the other crews at 8plus. NONE OF THEM WOKE UP ON TIME! I waited till 10plus:( We headed to Rinku for breakfast cum lunch and a little shopping before we headed back to room and prepare for work.

Afterall, I had fun even though I was broke and trying to control every of my spending. Thank you to all the crews and of course him who accompanied me! <3

MORE PICTURES@ ( OSAKA BANANA)

quickieee

Gotta head off to sleep very soon because I have got flight tomorrow and I'm really pissed off with my flight schedule.

Came back from flight in the evening and found out that I got duty change on Sunday. Supposed to be my off day and I was being asked to do Osaka layover. I love doing Osaka flight but I actually planned my weekends! And this Sunday is Fiona's 21st birthday. How can I not be around?! Supposed to be heading out to party with friends on Saturday night as well. All my plans are ruined due to Osaka flight. And I have two Osaka this coming week. HOW GREAT IS THAT?!

And I have been meeting Vin over the weekends. I really have no plans on Saturday after my party plan was canceled. Asked Jiabin to accompany to central to have my super late dinner but end up, I had my dinner with Vin and Goo. They happened to be there as well. And after meal, headed to slack and off to movie.Which I talked about in the previous post.

Sunday was also boring. And I met Vin again! He accompanied me to have dinner together with Sijie @ Pastamania. And we headed for few rounds of pool with Vin and also Goo. After pool, we all went homeeee. But Calvin messaged around 1am, asking to meet. So met Calvin and Vin around my area. I was super irritated by Calvin.

Anyway, we planning to head for holiday together. I felt is kinda of awkward though. BUT BKK! My favorite placeee, why notttt? HAHA. Anyone else want to go?

Alright, I gotta sleep. No picture because I'm updating my phone so can't transfer pictureeessss. :D

Shall keep this blog updated soon again. 

Happening friday @ CLUB SHAKE

Haven't heard about Club Shake?

Well, is a newly open club located at Singapore Flyers. 

Honestly, the drinks are dirt cheap.

So Felicia was the organizer for the event so she invited Sammy, Colin, Jiawei and I.

Met up with the boys at Kovan and headed down to have dinner at City Hall.

So here's what Jiawei ordered for us to eat. really yummmyy! 

and it was my very first time having kangkong 

After dinner, we headed down to club and met up with Felicia.

Got our Martell first and it was deal that Jiawei and I will treat the ORD boy.

and he will get two train of jagerbomb for us. 

No picture for Martel but here's our jagerbomb which is all ready for sammy to start the fireeeee.

 

this picture is badly taken because all of us are almost there.

We drank like mad. 

Felicia was trying to get us all drunk. 

But afterall, I enjoyed myself with my mdis peep! <3

 No party for me on Saturday night :(

but I finally caught Avengers. 

To me, I think is so-so. 

the starting was boring and draggyyyyyy.

I'm more looking forward to last part of twilight saga! hehe.

Thoughts

Thoughts running through my mind and I really down, as in emotionally down. I even thought of getting myself a tattoo, a meaningful one at least.

This is the one I decided on. I would change my mind if I could find something more meaningful.

To me, is like a reminder not something I find it cool about. I know my parents ain't gonna be happy and there will people like my relatives will start commenting about it. But this is my life, is like once in a life time thing. I want to do what I feel like doing. 

I'm still in deep thought of having it or not. The cost and all will be a little problem. 

I was typing this post but suddenly a long pause in between because I was sharing the idea of having a tattoo with A and suddenly he started talking about him. Why must A remind me of him?! I was really pissed and even feeling worst so I stopped typing. 

I'm not putting this tattoo because of him. Just thought of getting one. Will consider and not a sure thing.

OSAKA- APRIL 2012

Finally after like 3months of not being scheduled or able to swap for a Osaka flight, I managed to get it. And this time flying with batchie. I have never been to layover with any of my batchieeee :( Only with jingping and Colleen. So I really excited to be out of Singapore with my dear batchieee <3 

The flight was tiring because it wasn't busy and I didn't really get to rest before work. And the day before I woke up at 6.30am for work. :(

Anyway, I didn't really took much pictures because I was really enjoying myself. We met other flight crews there and headed for dinner and supper together! 

So here's some pictures:

 

Melvin, Steffy and Me. 

(my damn shag and fat face.) 

We didn't have the time to shower before heading out. So we went back to hotel to change and left to Rinku. We wanted to catch the shuttle bus but missed the timing. :( So train-ed there.

AWESOME BEEF!

Alan, Steffy and Melvin

We dined in at the 25th floor of the hotel  at Rinku. 

Restaurant name is La Mer.

5 of us chose to have the beef while Captain and the other two CSMs chose something different from us.

This meal costs us almost 20SGD and we each had a beer each. Captain treats for the beer! :)

After dinner, we headed to the supermarket! My Favorite<3

 

The amount of things we bought from supermaket. This is just part of it!

 While waiting for the train to return but to hotel.

 

Newly bought vintage bag from Osaka. 500 Yen only! 

 

Kayjay with 12 pieces of tako balls! <3

Ending off the post with a picture of me. I cut my fringe so I look slight different from the picture above :D

More pictures on my facebook. Continue reading more updates. 

Relationships

Family-
Not many knows that I haven't been talking to any of my family members for about a month. Someone told me that I'm damn cool -.- But seriously, I still hate them and pissed of with them for what they did. I don't feel appreciated but to me. Being appreciate is really important to me.

Love-
Not even love is going smoothly. I dislike it when you blame me for adding on to your problems when your problems are not that hard to solve. Is you, yourself who is difficult to handle. I have been trying hard to help you but in the end, I got a 'fuck off' from you. How can I not be sad, angry or piss? Sometimes, I really wish to leave you as far as possible because I will get even hurt if we continue like this.

And recently, someone tried to hint me that his feeling is still there for me after 2 years. I don't wish to hurt you with those rejection and at the same time, I'm afraid to lose you as a friend. D ever told me that because the way I treat friends, and it might mislead them to something else. I don't mean to give the wrong message.

I really don't know whats going on with me, myself and my life. Everything's just going out of the way.

C was trying to cheer me up and even text me, telling me don't be sad or so. There may be many other guys out there but I won't have the same feeling to the other guys.

B, you know how much I misses you whenever I don't see you. How much I want you to stay with me forever..and how much I want to help you when you needed help. But you are forever pushing me away. Why can't we be like before. :(

9years of friendship

It was never easy to find someone that you still keep in contact with for 9years. We may have fought and bitch other one another but we are still friends!

And thank god for challenger to call up to allow me change my router! :) managed to change also get refund for the remaining money! Happy! Thank you to those who have helped to find buyer for the other router. No buyer though.

Giveaway winners, please tweet me ASAP to claim your gift! I can't wait for next week because I will going Osaka with batchie and to shop more gift!

Giveaway result!

Finally sitting down and willing to update my blog. Mainly is because I have nothing to do right now. And I guess all the readers are waiting for the result for the giveaway. I apologized for the delay of the result! :) Both Michy and I are busy with work so we are thankful for your understanding and patience.


So for those who can't remember, this are the gifts! Alright so, here I am to announce my gifts winners!

@wings 2 pair of Eyelashes!

@fanie Luggage Tag

@FuckenDudette Blusher from Taiwan with Stage Lip Liner

@Little Mama Meow ZA Pore smoother!
( lucky winner because this is highest price gift among all.)

Winners, please follow me on twitter @excusemykisses and then inform me who you are so I can contact you.

The next giftaway will be a better one! And guess what, I will be flying to Japan, Osaka this month.. So maybe I will get gifts from there. So follow me on twitter on check my blog for the next giftaway!

Many of my batchmates caught the sakura in Osaka, and I really hope to swap into Sabrina's flight to see those beautiful Cherry Blossom together! Happy thing is that I'm also flying with batchmate, Steffany. Nowadays they scheduled junior crews more than seniors. Don't know what's wrong with the person.

Alright, will update more often!

Random-ness

When people move on with life, I guess I'm not the only one who is being stubborn not wanting to move on. That's why I always take very long time to move on and trying hard to forget the past. Be it the good and the bad.

I missed the time when I was being pampered like a little princess by someone. It really took me a long time to let go but actually I still can't really forget about it. But oh well, this is all my past. I believe that someone has long forgotten about everything and happily move on with life.

I guess I will be the only one always trying to live in the past. I miss my carefree life and I hate my current life. It's those friends, Cindy, Pastor Timothy and cell friends who are pushing me hard to get on with life. Thank you. Without you, I would have gave up. Leaving this world have ever came across my mind because I was mentally stress. 😭

I'm sorry that I even have the thought of dying. 😞