Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Life is terrible!

Best friend left today and 'he' is coming back tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to this yet I still have to face it :(

I wish you to come back as soon as possible. No one can make me smile like you did. I don't know why but I'm happy with you around :(

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Cindy's on Saturday

Little cutie pie and my little happy pill. He is so cute and shy when he sees too many people at his place.

Went visiting to cindy's place yesterday because ops called and activated me midnight Manila so I was safe. Went over early so I can help out. Little cutie pie was still sleeping so I was chatting with Cindy :) miss her so much.

Little cutie pie woke up awhile later and took care of him while his parents were busy. I love him so so so much.

Chit chat with cell mates and thanks giving before I left. Mat send back together with J Yong. Thanks for the ride home. Home and rot till I go to work. :)

I'm lazy to update. :D

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

HAPPY DRAGON YEAR!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I spent my very first moment in the plane due to work :( super sian to be working on during Chinese new year when everyone else is enjoying themselves.

Anyway, I came home early in the morning and went to rest so I can wake up later to go for visiting.

When I woke up, little brother was at home with me while the rest of my family went over to aunt's place and to uncle's place. Got up and got ready, took a train down to uncle's place. Fatty cousin was at pasir rid yet he didn't call me to say he wanna pick me :( EVIL!

Reached uncle's place around 5.15 and starting eating all the snacks and rot there till 7plus. Off to dinner with aunt's family, youngest aunt, cristal and my family. After dinner, we all left to go home. I was dread tired already but still have to go up to neighbour's place. Chat chat and went back home.

Watch my Korean drama and call fei. I'm missing you every moment. :(

Alright, that's all for the first day. Second day of cny, I'm working :( so that's how bad my cny this year!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

I haven't been really sitting down in front of my laptop and to type a long post. I deleted some of my posts because I decide to open this blog to public soon. I just wish to keep some stuff private though.

I have been struggling hard in my life. I started off badly for the month of January and I really wish the rest of the 11 months won't be like this. I hate how my life is right now. Falling ill and quarreling almost every single day. I am sick of tired of living like this. Oh Lord, why is my life planned like this? Let me rest in the year 2012. I want the year to pass peacefully to 2013.

Sometimes, I really thought about what friend told me. And I felt like I'm not myself at all. I used to be so cheerful and yet now, I'm so emotional. I don't know what I should do.

Dear lord, all I ask for is to have a peaceful 2012. I don't wish to have any trouble. Neither will I ask for a good 21st birthday. I miss those time when I was still a student with no stress but a pressure on exam and results. Please give me a peaceful year and life. :(

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Life's hard. I wish I could end this right now.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

STRENGTH!

It has been roughly 9 days that I didn't come to this space to type. Yes, I have been working hard for my pay. Dread tired from work. I'm dragging myself to work in awhile. So I won't have much time here.

Lord, all i ask is give me the strength to fight on!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Hello 2012

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012.

Don't you ever spoil my mood, I warn you. Started off my boring 2012 by rotting at home. Chose not to party on that day because I was dead tired. The day before I came back from overnight flight and managed to sleep for awhile before friends start bomb-ing my phone with calls and texts. And planned ruined because Sabrina last minute told me she don't want to meet me.

Firstly, I went to meet up with my dearest cousins for dinner at Ramen Champion. The food was horrible. I didn't even finish the bowl of noodle. After dinner, we decided to do some shopping and gave ourselves a budget but exceeded budget. HAHA! After shopping, we went for dessert. Ah chew was too pack and cousins were lazy to queue so we tried first dessert located few stalls away only. I would still prefer Ah Chew to compare to First Dessert.

After dessert, we decided to head off. Met up with fei who were with his friends chilling. So I went to be 'extra'. G was trying not to leave me out and make me feel weird. Thank you :) And after everything, fei and I decided to go and continue drinking so we went to Titanium. We were too tired that we didn't stay for long.

We took cab home and asthma came looking for me :( Felt so uncomfortable the whole night and couldn't sleep properly at all. It has been a long period since I last drank so much soda drinks. I need to control myself!

Rinku town in osaka.

Taken in osaka when I was at Rinku town for shopping with Siva and Colleen. I'm been lazy to upload the photos into my laptop. Please give me some time to do so. And I will be flying to osaka again in 2 days time! I love the weather there right now. <3

Alright, just stop here. I'm being irritated by fei. Seriously, I'm bored and wanted to meet him earlier on. But he can't be bothered to reply to me. Forget it then. It always like this. Never will he change.