Thursday, October 20, 2011

L.O.V.E

Staying strong without you beside me. I don't know what's wrong with both of us anymore. We want each other by the side so much but we don't show it out. I'm no longer able to hold on to this anymore longer. I don't know how many more times will this ever happen. Again and again we quarrel, no ending to everything.

I just want you to know how much I need you, love you and I always long for a tight hug whenever we meet. I felt secure to be in your arm and you calling me baby. I just want you randomly coming to me hugging me too. I love you bringing me out to eat or even bring me to satisfy my craving. Thank you for the one year plus. I really don't wish to end this at all.

I'm always here. Loving you <3

Friday, October 7, 2011

hello 20

This is just somewhere which no one will ever be able to read unless I open the posts to public. I don't care whatever you want to say because this is my space, so is my say. I'm really pissed with such a person in this world. If you do not get what I'm talking, read my previous post.

Anyway, thank you for those who wishes me Happy Birthday. Appreciated every single wish from all of you. I was supposed to meet the birthday boy and girl, chew and michelle, to go to zoo but I was just too lazy. All I wanted to sleep and not wake up so early. :) I'm sorry about not going and the whole trip was cancel but still, Happy Birthday! Maybe one day, we will still meet up.

Felt so happy that the tan siblings know what I want for birthday. They got my MAC spf 50 face primer! :) yeah. thank you tans! best thing is that b accompanied me before the clock striked 12 midnight yesterday and also tonight, we are gonna meet! <3

b, it has been more than a year. I don't wish to lose you to anyone. I miss you every time we are apart. Don't ever say you want to leave! :(

Disgusted by your actions.

What's wrong with you that you have to do this? You make me feel so disgusted to have a friend like you. Firstly, you want to show how rich and nice your ex-boyfriend is, I don't give a shit. You are just making using of them getting the things you want. The things you want, don't cost a few dollars of so. Is a few hundred and what's more, he is just using his parents' money.

And knowing that the guy has a girlfriend, you went to flirt with him. Infront of your friends that know both of you?! What are you trying to tell us? Telling us that all the guys will like you and they will dumb their girlfriend for you? To me, I will only see you as the damn third party bitch. And I have bitches like you, or maybe you don't even fit the word bitch. Come on, you need to use your brain to think before you do something. Don't tell me there is nothing in between you and him because is kinda of obvious.

I don't need you as a friend because you are not worth it at all. DISGUSTING!